So she's been gone about... I don't know. 8 hours maybe. I can't count. Anyway, I spent three hours working on my life drawing project- due Wednesday, even though we were told we'd have until midterm... two weeks away. Then it took me over an hour to get to the dorms. I bought a big sub, chips, soda, deodorant (since you took it with her), and such, and then it took me another hour to get back to the drawing building I was in earlier. I lugged my stuff to a convenient store to get more soda and a couple packs of cigarettes (please come home and monitor my cigarette usage and tell me it's unhealthy...) and then dragged everything back to Rae's place. I washed all the dishes and silverware in the room (come cook for me and argue with me about whether or not I can cook too), sat down to watch the Duke game... and gave up, because it's just not the same (tell me about penalties and fouls and who's good and who sucks) so now I'm sitting here watching Hoarders because I hurt my arms trying to carry everything home so I can't work on my homework just yet (tell me that was a dumb move and I should've asked for help).
This is dumb. Of course it is. She's only gone two states away to see her sister's new baby and to see her family. Only now she might stay longer and I miss her and the dog very much and I'm just proud cos I went at least two hours without crying today. So maybe tomorrow I'll be just fine.
S offered to give me rides anywhere I need, and just in general go to her if I need anything until Rae's back. I hope I don't get too depressed and end up engaging her in conversation or I'll never get my work done. I hope Rae remembers to call the landlords about the dog so she can tell me if he's okay, because I have too much phone phobia to call them myself.
Enough whining. Three good things:
1. My skeleton drawing is getting there, I had to start over today but I can do it if I make sure to keep going to the drawing building every day.
2. My comic project isn't as far along, but I'm excited about it and I chose a very simple drawing style so that I can actually get it done by Tuesday.
3. I... I'll figure something out.
Also, progress photos:
This is dumb. Of course it is. She's only gone two states away to see her sister's new baby and to see her family. Only now she might stay longer and I miss her and the dog very much and I'm just proud cos I went at least two hours without crying today. So maybe tomorrow I'll be just fine.
S offered to give me rides anywhere I need, and just in general go to her if I need anything until Rae's back. I hope I don't get too depressed and end up engaging her in conversation or I'll never get my work done. I hope Rae remembers to call the landlords about the dog so she can tell me if he's okay, because I have too much phone phobia to call them myself.
Enough whining. Three good things:
1. My skeleton drawing is getting there, I had to start over today but I can do it if I make sure to keep going to the drawing building every day.
2. My comic project isn't as far along, but I'm excited about it and I chose a very simple drawing style so that I can actually get it done by Tuesday.
3. I... I'll figure something out.
Also, progress photos:
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