On the Borderline - Life With BPD: Calm After the Storm

Calm After the Storm

I can't remember if I already talked about this or not, or if I started it already and forgot, but here it is again anyway. My dad always tells me that every day, I should write down or talk about three good things that happened that day. They don't have to be big things- the weather was nice, or I heard my favorite song; anything positive.

So at the end of every post I make, I will include three good things that happened.

I don't know if it's the Lamictal- supposedly it takes time to notice a difference, though the last time I took it, it was a matter of days- but I feel much, much better. I'm having fun with my homework, and I'm in a much, MUCH better mood now- no more wanting to die, or being afraid of lows. I'll take each day as it comes and just focus on classes and Rae and getting better. I think it scared her when she read my last post this morning, but I didn't know how to tell her out loud and I didn't want to sound like I was whining or anything, so I thought it'd be better for her to read it.

Three good things:

1. I'm pretty motivated to finish my comic project and life drawing studies, and I have a lot of time to do them this weekend. (Is that two?)

2. Rae came up with a tasty-sounding recipe for dinner, since we're still living off ramen and coffee. :p

3. My refund check came in from school. My parents will take most of it (since they're paying for college and they need it), but they said I can have whatever's left, which will really help out!


With her fingers crossed,

Eden.

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