Today I was someone new. It's sort of like casting off an old skin and seeing the world through brand-new eyes. Talked to Rae last night (well, I sort of had a meltdown. But still.) and we talked about a few things. If she wants to I'll let her go into detail. Anyway, things are going to change. They've already started changing. Stop complaining and start being the you that you want to be! Why wait? Today I drew a picture, did some reading for class, ate a whole lunch, and hung out with N. I got home and didn't have much homework so I got to talk to Rae most of the time, which was awesome and wonderful as always!
Well there is bad news too, of course. Lady Rose came yesterday and I'm cramping, achy, hormonally challenged (it's worse with BPD, I think. You just have even more mood swings, and stronger, and a shorter fuse...), and weak and fatigued due to blood loss. BUT that's okay! Even with all of that I'm okay! I just stocked up on the only chocolate I get get on a meal plan- cookies and Yoo-Hoos- and I'm going to bed early today.
Rae had a super awesomely busy day today, too, but I'll let her talk about it. I'm uber proud and excited and I feel weightless, like a cloud~... aaa~aah, so happy today! <3
Everyone, let's do our best from now on okay? We can beat anything!
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