...and a bottle of Carolans?
It's been a long month. I love my family, but my mood swings have been driving me up the wall and they're probably about to jump out a window. When I'm not angry, I act like a 6-year-old or worse. I actually threw a tantrum today. A stomp-on-the-ground whine and screech tantrum. Luckily only Rae saw it.
I'm looking forward to starting therapy. I don't feel like a functional human being anymore. I don't know who I am. I don't know how old I really am. Sometimes I think I'm autistic or something, my comprehension level is so low. Other times I'm convinced I'm some sort of genius.
Rae and I started a comic together. Once we get it up and running, I'll post some of the art here. The two main characters aren't modeled after us at all, but Aria ended up being BPD, so I can connect with her an awful lot more. Rae is the main writer while I'll be the artist. It was originally an on-the-spot idea to get her involved in something creative that will give her something to do that she would enjoy and work at. So far I'm the obstacle! I'm just too lazy... But it will have to stop soon, since I'm finally starting a comic class next month, as well as figure drawing and creative writing. Hooray!
Now I'm rambling. Goodnight all! And in case I'm not online again until next month- Happy New Year! <3
+ Eden.
It's been a long month. I love my family, but my mood swings have been driving me up the wall and they're probably about to jump out a window. When I'm not angry, I act like a 6-year-old or worse. I actually threw a tantrum today. A stomp-on-the-ground whine and screech tantrum. Luckily only Rae saw it.
I'm looking forward to starting therapy. I don't feel like a functional human being anymore. I don't know who I am. I don't know how old I really am. Sometimes I think I'm autistic or something, my comprehension level is so low. Other times I'm convinced I'm some sort of genius.
Rae and I started a comic together. Once we get it up and running, I'll post some of the art here. The two main characters aren't modeled after us at all, but Aria ended up being BPD, so I can connect with her an awful lot more. Rae is the main writer while I'll be the artist. It was originally an on-the-spot idea to get her involved in something creative that will give her something to do that she would enjoy and work at. So far I'm the obstacle! I'm just too lazy... But it will have to stop soon, since I'm finally starting a comic class next month, as well as figure drawing and creative writing. Hooray!
Now I'm rambling. Goodnight all! And in case I'm not online again until next month- Happy New Year! <3
+ Eden.
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